I've just watched it again.All the emotions came back.Nothing was missing..I felt it in my soul,deep down..like the first time I saw it.Only,this time,I'm not the same person.I've watched it again but with a new heart,an healed one.I used to be like her,sort of,disabled when it came to love but longing for it,only too scared to be happy,also didn't know what real love was about.My mother was sort of crazy too..I guess I held a lot of fear in me coming from her.After a failed relationship and a kid..33 years after,I finally met the greatest love of my life.One who sticks around,the one who was crazy enough to watch me go many times and still hold on to me and I know the difference now..I know what love is.I don't know him since childhood,but it feels like I've known him forever,right from the start.A feeling I never had before but that I've been reading about many times.This exists and this can happen to anyone.So hang in there people,don't lose hope.Nothing comes easy and all is daily work as well,but true love exists.It doesn't lie in pretty faces and fancy cars..it is in the eyes of someone who really loves you and proves it everyday with not just words,but acts that go with it.Your happiness comes first,he doesn't cut you from the things you love,your loved ones,he loves you despite of all your flaws and you grow and heal with him,you become a better person and everything around you becomes better too.He helps you realize your dreams too,encourages you,not hold you back.He loves you no matter how you're dressed.He loves you for all the things you are.And so do you.
Candie
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