Some days it's really hard to sail the stormy seas of this world.It's hard to draw the line between compassion and fusion.It's always easier to get involved mentally without putting your heart in.Perhaps with time I will be able to master this.At the moment,now,I can tell I feel like there's a hole in my heart.I know things are fragile,nothing is bound to be forever and that change is the only constancy.I have to remember this all the time.My heart is aching and my mind over thinking,but I still find beauty everyday.The present is all we have.
Sometimes it is heaven simple as a kiss from the one you love or a good laugh with your friend.And sometimes it is hell.When you have so much love to give and you can't reach him and you can't share.Pain and love go hand in hand..Unconditionnal love is bliss and I'm happy I can give that but your human part reminds you that you're flesh and blood too and you're forever bound to feel desires and needs..Your soul is trapped in a body.Emotions are flying around.Sometimes,like today for me,it's too much to take.It was so easier when I was only involved mentally,but then again,a heart is made to beat.So yes I like the world,it is both a blessing and a curse.And yes I love you and this is the hardest thing ever.I hold on to what they say..the best things don't come easy.I guess I'm not an easy person.You're not an easy person.And this world isn't easy.
Candie
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