Monday, February 25, 2013

Wishing you well

I have been courageous.I have opened my heart and loved with all my soul.I said sorry to the ones I hurt and told few truth to some others.I'm far to be perfect but I'm not trying to be.I have made some huge progress on a personal plan.I have let go of the ghosts from the past.I totally live in the present and I am totally myself.Don't think I'm crushed.My heart is full of love.My faith is strong.My cup always filled up.I love life.I love myself.I love the world.I have no regrets.I am FREE.

I knew you couldn't open your heart,but mine beated for you.
I knew you were cold and cruel,but I have loved you.
I knew you weren't good for me,but I have craved for you.
I knew you were a player,but I have accepted you.
Didn't try to change you,just loved you.

But now yes,I'm free..
You want me to be someone I'm not.
But I do understand why you are how you are
I'm not upset nor broken
And sadly,I know that I would never be able to be who I am
If I am with you.
Normality is not for me.

But I wish you well..
I wish you joy,laughters and courage.
May your cup fills again.
Don't forget that love and life are much bigger than that.
You have the power of your decisions.You have free will.
I wish you to be yourself no matter what it cost you
Because freedom brings the best feelings
And if for some reasons,you cannot
Then,may you find some reasons to smile anyway.

Goodbye

Candie




Friday, February 22, 2013

JEWEL - Absence of fear - with LYRICS



To the One and only.

I said what I had to say
Put my heart on the ring
I have replaced fear with courage
For the really first time in my life
I've never been so free
And never been so awake
For all that you are
Good and bad
I love you
You're the one and only
I would wait an eternity
There is nothing you could do
That would make me forget about you
Yesterday is gone,tomorrow uncertain
But my love for you is written
On the map of my heart
I'm not naive nor idealistic
I know your faults,I know your tricks
The wall you build against your heart
The coldness of your mask
I've seen it all
Your mood swings,your cruel words,
Your immature behavior
When it comes to love
When you act like a pretender
When you look the other way
Life is such a play..
But then I've seen
Some other things
Things you don't wanna show
Things you don't want others to know
That you couldn't hide from me
Because I'm able to see
Behind the obvious
I've seen the light in your eyes
And felt the fire burning in your heart.
Patience is a virtue,that's what they say
I'm not going anywhere
Unless you come with me.

Candie

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Born in the ocean too..


Remember..

"It's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you're not."Kurt Cobain



Monday, February 18, 2013

Omen



You are a blessing
From the heart
The curse is the 1001 reasons
You create in your mind
Building a wall
Against who you really are
I love You

Candie


Saturday, February 16, 2013

Jewel Life uncommon




How much have I learned in two weeks?How much did I realize?And just how much have I accomplished?The last ghost is gone.The past no longer remains a problem for me.I have recognized the line between what I have to accept and forgive and what is not mine and I have to forget.
Love and Faith goes hand in hand and are the only valuable things that exist.
Thank You.
I wish for everyone the same:Peace and Freedom.
Love
Candie

Friday, February 15, 2013

Scorpions - Always somewhere


Pearl Jam - Jeremy (live 92)



That's what I'm talking about!
Pure authenticity and things you do with all your heart,soul and body truely live on!
Enjoy a great performance and a great song from a great band.
"Great" is the today's word apparently hahaha :D

Never give a f*ck,give the best of yourself anyway despite of the "but" and the "oh"!

And don't forget to.. :)

Candie

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

James Blunt - No tears


nirvana-something in the way


Something in the way...about friday

I'm NOT accepting the violence,the pain,the hatred,the tears...
This is YOUR story,you still hanging on to him.
He's still around,on your way and on my way.
Stop being in denial.I don't hate you.But please make peace with the past mom,so I can move on.

You,once a stepfather,just remember you as a tyran.
Finish the thing you want to say.
And go in peace.

I'm NOT gonna pay for your mistakes,like you don't have to pay for your father's.

I guess a bad thing happens to let room for a good one to come.
Whether you're aware of it or not,it's all linked together and connected to the past.

But no I don't need pills or anything at all,because I have LOVE and I have FAITH.
So STRONG and I'm not in denial about my faults,mistakes and also about my qualities and good deeds.I see beauty in everything and my cup still replenish.

Love and Peace.

Candie

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Jewel - Hands (Official Video)


Yesterday,anyday..

Material things are important to take care of,but there are days when nurturing your soul is even more important.As I was going through an immense pain yesterday,I heard a voice telling me:

"Material things can wait,your soul cannot."

And then,I seized the time to do something creative rather than destructive of that day,of the gift that was handed to me.

I love you.

Candie

Friday, February 8, 2013

The Pierces - I Put Your Records On



Death and all..

It's funny how people start caring when you die.
When you're dead,you have a bunch of people and some you don't even know,weeping you,thinking they knew you and how you felt.Your death reminds them of the life they refuse to live because they are scared and your death gives also the illusion that they still have time to do so.Some will realize that life is short,at least for a while and then,they will carry on doing the same thing they've always done:making of time an ennemy instead of a dear friend.

R

Monday, February 4, 2013

About this..

"Use,do not abuse;Neither abstinence nor excess ever renders man happy."Voltaire


We are spiritual beings,but with a human side to it.We are made of stardust but also of flesh and blood.We need an harmony between the two.To be disconnected from your spiritual self leads to absence of direction and depression.To be disconnected from your animal self leads to perversity and madness.Abstinence and excess are equal in the wrong they do to you and to others.

Candie